| Closed. |
[Sep. 22nd, 2004|03:23 pm] |
| [ | I'm Feeling |
| |  nauseated | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | Ozone - Dragostea Din Tei | ] |
Just like my first one, I'm closing my journal for large changes that have affected me quite a bit, and lord knows a lot of them happened in the past couple weeks.
My new LiveJournal name is pseudonirvana. Please buddy it :3
Goodbye from symb-.
"Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei,
Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei.
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei,
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai." |
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| YAY! |
[Sep. 21st, 2004|04:25 pm] |
I got my computer to work and run Linux, and I got my shitty cable modem to work.
Whoooo! |
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| ?! |
[Sep. 19th, 2004|02:14 am] |
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What the hell....? Veronica, what are you doing? Please call me, something, anything... Did I do something wrong? |
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| Back but not back! |
[Sep. 18th, 2004|11:50 am] |
I'm not dead!
My computers are both screwed due to my friend Hurricane Charley, so I haven't been able to get online in 234805723490 years.
BUT! Pleeeeease please please, if you're bored and even if you don't even know me (more directed to those such as haruha, nativegirl, elfgirlniko, etc...) give me a call!! It would mean so much if you did ^_^
My cell number is (239)645-9747 and I have unlimited minutes (including long distance) so call, eh?
Veronica! This is for you and you only =p I've been trying to call your house and cell ever since my computer stopped working, and I can't get either of 'em! Did ya move or something? Please call me so I can know how you are, I miss you!
My actual computer may be fixed anytime from a day to a month so..... I'll be back on as soon as I can! Take care, everyone, and please, even if you don't know me that well, call! =D |
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| Since I had nothing else to post. |
[Aug. 4th, 2004|03:19 am] |
| [ | I'm Feeling |
| |  melancholy | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | Yoko Kanno Project - Ask DNA | ] |
If you don't like this \ are tired of it \ Don't give a shit, please don't knock me for it.
( Yay! )
P.S: I'm trying out for American Idol 4 on August 26th! I need your support! ^__^ |
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| Bitch, I lose. |
[Jul. 26th, 2004|05:06 am] |
| [ | I'm Feeling |
| | morose | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | The Yoko Kanno Project - Gotta Knock A Little Harder | ] |
Wow, I thought I was a lot more sane than I truly am. All that shit I thought was so stupid, like writing letters to people and never sending them, and having incredible fits of angst, are the exact things I'm doing. It makes me feel like such a child. Kinda pisses me off, it does. I said a lot of shit about a lot of people tonight, some behind their backs, none who read this journal. I practically hung up on Veronica. I overreacted a lot to something and it made me look like a dumbass. I have so much shit to say to so many people but it would all be taken the wrong way. I have... HORRIBLE speaking skills, as I've found out several times today.
Shit is awry.
If anyone doesn't like what I've said \ how I've said it \ how tired you are of hearing this shit on LJ \ etc, my apologies. I probably won't do this again for a while if it's any consolation. |
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| Flowerrrr |
[Jul. 25th, 2004|06:56 pm] |
Oddly, the red isn't showing.
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 21st, 2004|06:38 pm] |
| [ | I'm Feeling |
| | spiffy | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | Nothing. | ] |
<3 CELLPHONE.
My cell number is 239-645-9747 .
Don't bother callin' my house if you need to reach me, I have unlimited minutes. ^_^ |
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| Yey. |
[Jul. 14th, 2004|05:15 am] |
| [ | I'm Feeling |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | Nuffin'. | ] |
Glad you enjoyed your first game of D&D, Naty. It was fun playing with you. |
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| BIRFDAY. |
[Jul. 14th, 2004|02:37 am] |
I am so sixteen right now, it's not even funny.
*whistles the birthday song* |
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| One of the best days of my life... |
[Jul. 1st, 2004|02:52 am] |
| [ | I'm Feeling |
| |  indescribable | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | BT - Somnambulist | ] |
Tonight, someone very close to me has managed to almost bring me to tears, and in a good way.
My existence has been validated more tonight than it has in my entire life or perhaps ever will be. I feel more human than anyone.
It'll be hard to sleep tonight.
Life is good. |
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| Hory shits. |
[Jun. 25th, 2004|09:45 pm] |
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Best DDR day ever and it's just my luck that it was the only day out of the week I was there sans Justin, whose advice\camera would have reeeeally helped. Lololol |
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| w00t |
[Jun. 22nd, 2004|04:29 am] |
| [ | I'm Feeling |
| | My hands burn... x_X | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | Incubus - Megalomaniac | ] |
This entry really only applies to Justin.
Best. Popn. Day. Yet.
Some scores:
Absolute = 82,417pts
Redraw Lots = 90,920pts (about... 11 misses?)
Jet World = 73,061pts
Twinkle Song = 89,011pts
Taiga Drama = 90,019pts
Swedish Long (23R!!) = 155,886pts
Cobalt (Failed song) = 54,029pts
Gambler Z Hyper = 59,015pts
Techno-pop Hyper = 76,608pts
Requiem Hyper = 70,787pts
Ass-kickage. I also got somewhere around 150,000pts on We Two Are One but that's nothing spectacular. I beat a bunch of Normal songs but I didn't write them down cause their scores were only sub-par. My best accomplishment isn't the Hyper songs but the 23-rating Swedish Long Normal. =D
Oh... and you can come pick it up whenever you want. O_o |
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| Ahh... |
[Jun. 16th, 2004|04:05 am] |
| [ | I'm Feeling |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | Mars Volta -- Eriatarka | ] |
I shouldn't really post this here but there isn't anything as comforting as talking to a really good friend until 4 in the morning. If you're reading this you know who you are, you know you're special and don't let what happened earlier get you down, even though I think you're over it. ;p Night, everyone. |
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| Yay! |
[Jun. 3rd, 2004|02:52 pm] |
| [ | I'm Feeling |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | Faith No More - Epic | ] |
Feelin' good. That's all I really need to post. Bai! |
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| O_o |
[May. 30th, 2004|10:38 am] |
| [ | I'm Feeling |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | Tenth Planet -- Ghosts [Vincent De Moor Remix] | ] |
Holy shit, last night was confusing.
Too many things to think about deprived me of sleep.
Now my mom's bitching at me about Otakon because she's an idiot. She never bothered to get a hotel, she's not gonna pre-register, and she's probably going to fuck this up so hard like she does everything else. I may just go with my dad, he said he'd take me if my mom was falling through, and, yeah, she is. But of course mom'd never talk to me again, but maybe that's a good thing.
Till then. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 25th, 2004|10:07 pm] |
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If you can read Kanji, I need you for a translation project. Please, thank you. ^_^ |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 25th, 2004|12:52 am] |
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Wow, I love my new icon. Really. |
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| How the hell?! |
[May. 23rd, 2004|02:22 am] |
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Janea, I just aced your QuizMyFriends quiz and guessed..... on about 8\10 of the questions. The hell?! I am psychic. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 21st, 2004|03:52 am] |
To all of you who are addicted to the Takagism like I, I promise you this:
When I buy a registration name, I'll let you all use it so you can play Blue Chamber.
^___^ |
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| Because I am very bored. |
[May. 18th, 2004|02:44 am] |
Here are a ton of scores I have gotten on Stepmania. Sure, it's with my fingers, but these are still damn good scores.
DXY! Heavy - AAA - 4x (First try!)
WWW. Blonde Girl Heavy - AAA - 2x Dark Reverse (11 tries)
So Deep Heavy - AAA - 4x Dark Reverse Flat (24 tries, I am a badass.)
Legend of MAXX Standard - AAA - Con. 400 (About 30 tries.)
MAX. (period) Heavy - AA - No Mods (This is the hardest DDR song ever.)
MAX 300 Heavy - AA Black Flag - 1.5x (Black flag = All perfects but one)
Girls and Boys Heavy - AAA - 3x Dark Reverse Flat (First try!)
End of the Century Heavy - AAA - 3x (Jesus... around 50 tries)
Romanasu no Kamisama Heavy - AAA - 1.5x (About 12 tries.)
Waka Laka Heavy - AAA - 3x (Hardest. 8 foot. Ever. Approx 60 tries)
Fantasy Heavy - AA - 2x Dark Shuffle Reverse Flat Mini (WTF?!)
Aerodynamic Beginner - AAAA - 2x (Yes, AAAAs do exist!!!)
Daikenkai Heavy - AA - 4x (6 greats...dammit!)
Tubthumping Heavy - AAA - 4x (Could a song get easier? Nope. 2 tries)
Love Love Shine Heavy - AAA - 3x (Sa-weet. 3 tries)
Sakura Heavy - AA - 1.5x (I actually got an A on this in the arcade too. w00t.)
La Senorita Birtwal Heavy - AAA - 1.5x Reverse Dark (AAAed it in ES, 1st try)
V Heavy - AAA - 2x (Took about 35 tries)
Nori Nori Nori Heavy - AAA - 3x (10 tries, very first AAA besides Virus)
The 7 Jump Heavy - AAA - 3x (Not a hard song, 4 tries)
That's all I'm gonna dig up for now. Ciao! |
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| Setting myself up for an emotional bitch-slapping: |
[May. 16th, 2004|12:36 pm] |
Might as well go with the trend of really weird-ass surveys.
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Would You
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word:
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? |
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| Bleh, I'm cursed. |
[Apr. 30th, 2004|12:39 am] |
Tonight left me with more questions than answers, and a nostalgia I didn't expect to feel.
And for some reason, it really hurt. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 25th, 2004|05:42 pm] |
TRY EXTRA STAGE
Obviously implying that I got my 1st ES on DDR. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 22nd, 2004|02:23 am] |
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If you know me from Dunbar and/or Verot and you know about my search for an old friend, Britt Paterson, please, please.... Give me information if you have it. |
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| Don't want to wake up tomorrow |
[Apr. 19th, 2004|06:23 am] |
| [ | I'm Feeling |
| | melancholy | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | "whirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr" - my computer | ] |
I don't want to sleep.
Here I am, dodging the waking hours of the day, prolonging, it seems, the time I have to myself before I wake up and face hell again, drinking to forget all the shit that's happened today. (EDIT: I only drink once a month or so.)
My life is in ruins. I miss good times.....
It seems like everyone wants to be your friend but when push comes to shove they just can't fit you in. I guess it's my fault anyway.
It'd be awesome to be trapped in your subconscious.....
I told myself when I made this new LJ that I'd never fill it with shit like this.
Apparently I'm the master of saying things. |
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| Everyone's doin' it. |
[Apr. 16th, 2004|08:20 pm] |
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
This thing is contagious.
-  Symbioticwolf |
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| Wow, today's kinda cool. |
[Apr. 15th, 2004|04:01 pm] |
| [ | I'm Feeling |
| | mellow | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | Daft Punk - Something About Us | ] |
Ever had a day where you were so mellow and laid-back that it just makes everything around you THAT much better? This is one of those days. I'm just chilling here at my computer desk working on an essay, drinking some orange juice and listening to Daft Punk, and it's somehow the greatest feeling I've ever had in a while. Adios, everyone.
- Symbioticwolf |
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| Test. |
[Apr. 8th, 2004|10:37 pm] |
| [ | I'm Feeling |
| |  okay | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | Nothing. | ] |
Just testing a page wif mah new Firefox LJ client. |
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| Yay! |
[Mar. 28th, 2004|12:07 am] |
It's funny, Kyle, that I can be in a shitty mood one minute and then when I talk to you the shitty mood goes away.
Thanks for listenin'. :) |
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| Argh! |
[Mar. 17th, 2004|02:47 am] |
| [ | I'm Feeling |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | Nothing. | ] |
My mom finds the perfect way to embarrass me, of course, in front of my friends.
Of course, we were drunk, so I don't feel as bad about it, but still........
(This happened about a week ago but oh well.)
I'd post what she did but I don't think anyone wants to know. X_X. |
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| w00t |
[Mar. 3rd, 2004|03:38 pm] |
| [ | I'm Feeling |
| | sick | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | Final Fantasy VII - J.E.N.O.V.A | ] |
Interstella 5555 is the coolest fucking concept for a movie - hell, one of the coolest movies period - I've ever seen.
It's an anime, but it has no dialogue. The story is told by way of Daft Punk music and your imagination.
I just got done watching it again. ^_^ |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 29th, 2004|06:00 pm] |
| [ | I'm Feeling |
| |  excited | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | Dance Dance Revolution - DaiKenKi | ] |
WHAT A FREAKIN' AWESOME DAY IT IS.
I just found out I can go to Otakon after my birthday!
It's the weekend of July 30th and it's gonna kick ass like no ass has kicked before!!!!
I have to save a $hitload of money, but I plan to! Oh, I plan to!
*Bounces up and down* Woo-hoo! |
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| Well Well! |
[Feb. 29th, 2004|03:14 am] |
| [ | I'm Feeling |
| | content | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | Dance Dance Revolution - A | ] |
New journal everyone - Stay tuned for teh postin'. |
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